|washington took my load.
||[13 Nov 2004|10:10pm]
whats going on with all of you people?
ive been in washington d.c. the past day or so you know. just to give bush a nice slap on the ass.
although i did promise cody miller i would for him.
so washington was fucking awesome but rainy.
and i was wearing my trademark moccasins which made sure to soak up as much water as possible.
same wiht my hoodie.
so being wetter than your moms cooch after a run in wiht yours truly, we visited the big monuments (lincoln memorial, vietnamn, korean, washington, jefferson...
my favorites were the vietnamn and washington memorials. because ive read alot of books on racism and that whole thing and the movement but to see where thousands stood to gain the liberties most of our ethnic diverse land still do not enjoy to their full potential was inspiring. you wouldnt believe how large that place is. pictures dont do it justice.
and the vietnamn memorial.. it was a little nerveracking to actually see that many names.. it makes war casualties a reality for me.
that many people for such a ... i dont know...
i cant put that shit in words.
after that we hit the holocaust museum and i didnt learn much. like it mostly put some stuff in perspective. i knew it all already. ive read enough on it through the years but some of the experimentsgot to me to hear them described in such vivid detail from a survivor of it all. the sterilization of the inferior races was what ot to me.. ugh.
so after that we went to lunch if that makes any sense to you..
me dovi and chels and tanya went to go find some places down the street form the white house but got lost 7 times in the process.
finally found the area thanks to the nice people of washington.
decided on the austin grill. great place. sort of like applebees meets taco bell but better quality food.
from their we hailed a cab and went for some clothes because we were fucking soaked to the bone.
the cabby brought us to this place i think it was like felenies basment or soemthing liek that.. if your ever in washington, go. its cool.
at this point i was thinking to my self...
im still hungry.
and im shopping......
dont want to tlak about it.
it was just wrong.
they enjoyed themselves though so its all good.
they made me look homosexual .. literally.
dovi wanted to hit me with a fuckign sweater but thank god chel shot that down. lol
whatever. i didnt look half bad when i wore it.
got a lot of compliments.
so yea. i saw my uncle today and he had his eyes open and he was able to nod and shit..
he seemed a little gone..
so keep praying please.
hes important to me and close.
randy called me up. (josh form jersey's dad) who is really cool wiht me to tell me he was praying for him and my family and everything as was ellen(mom)
its cool to know so many care and its good to have thigns put into perspective.
so i ahve to go and sleep the sleep i didnt get last ngiht because of mom and uncle and other stuff on my mind.
i think ive got it figured out. its just shit goes down and shit falls apart and new stuff builds on old shit. then the new shit breaks apart and the old shit comes back then new shit happens with the old shit. its fucking confusing but you know.
it all comes back to the truth.
bye <3 - jack
|washington d.c. here comes your daddy.
||[11 Nov 2004|10:07pm]
|| where did my face go?!?
so today was band practice all day.
we got a surprise for you guys at the next show.
oh and i got a ticket today...
no not a traffic ticket..
a fucking nopise violation baby.
yes during band practice today were were stopped by the cops. i mean, hey the drug rate in cortland is enormous, domestic violence and other small time crimes that cna change peoples lives are happenning. but lets bust the kids who dont do drugs, who arent stealing shit.. no lets fuck wiht the kids who arent doing anything wrong except playing their guitars too loud.
i salute you.
so then there was the frog which was a disappointment / good time.
now here i am.
about to leave for washington in like an hour.
if you love me youll comment.
you will also pray for my uncle and the soldiers fighting in iraq. cause they are making a stand there as we speak.
oh and yassur arafat died. thank god.
the fucking idiot.
can i get a side order of peace with that 'mamme?
bye <3 - jack
|emmies lj thingy
||[10 Nov 2004|03:13pm]
bold whats true
01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness. the music is rockin. thats it.
05. I have gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
more like your mom is but only because she couldnt handle it
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years semesters abroad and shit
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I've tried writing poetry before
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake. even though everyone is fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child. ninja turtles, gi joes, and ghost busters too bitches.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a color other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always early.
34. I barely ever study for tests.
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I think that its perfectly ok to be gay. yo im not gay i dont think you should be, but im not going to crucify you for it
41. No one really knows me.
42. I don't have many bad hair days
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life. no such thing.
49. I am no longer depressed.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
52. I can be very insecure
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love the color yellow. im a blue person :)
56. I love guys that play the guitar. i play but im not gay so eh
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I have absolutely no self-confidence.
60. I've contemplated suicide. who hasn't?
61. I hate cleaning my room..
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before. you all know both of these if you are in my lunch period lol.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction
71. I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts
79. I hate it when people say they hate Bush because he is a moron. They should have more reason than that, its not hard to find.
80. I hate Bush, but I have reasons to justify it.
81. I don't take criticism well. not from girls at least
82. Conformity is stupid. theres no such thing. its called life. grow up
83. Chris Carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive.
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I'm probably going to have premarital sex.
91. I don't like my nose.
92. I am very religious.
93. I still act like a little kid. sometimes...
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.
97. I'm in love.
98. I have problems letting go of people..
99. Jesse Lacey writes some of the most amazing lyrics ever. thinking this is brand new's jesse.
100. I don't really like ice cream.
ok i was bored...
so i have a 5 day weekend cause i have tomorrow off.. then friday i go to washington dc to see the holocaust museum and chill with friends.. then saturday and sunday and monday ..
god ive needed a break too. thank jesus.
thanks for praying if you are. gary called me last night (my youth pastor) and hes really close with me and he said he has the whole pastoral team at church praying for my uncle... so yea. keep em' coming.
my mom is going to see him tonight.. but i cant go cause i have to stay home and watch my sisters and such.. which blows. in a non blowy way.. ill try to have colin and casey over or something.
pray if you can.
bye </3 - jack
|these paths have led me to desolate desert lands.
||[09 Nov 2004|09:05pm]
whats going on?
don't feel like talking?
but this is like my thing. livejournal. i dont tlak to people i tlak to a god dman computer.
my uncle had an emergency surgery yesterday and colin, casey, and larissa spent the night at my house so i was up all ngiht wiht the twins.
then went to doctors and was just told that my toe is broken.
and really i dont give a shit.
its a fucking toe. i dont need it.
i really want to go to syracuse to see my uncle so i can pray wiht him.
they are thinking of sending him to boston because they cant help him really here.
my mom says hes really bad and this is an impportant decision.
she also says it could go either way.
and by either way i mean there is a bady way and a good way.
lets just fucking hope wiht everyhting it goes the good way cause this mutha' fuka' is the closest thing ive had to a father my whole life.
so go fucking pray or something.
or at least think about him if you dont pray. at least give him that muhc.
bye </3 - jack
|i need to catch the fucking super flu or something.
||[07 Nov 2004|10:40am]
i am just. you know.
so its been a while.
2 people came on halloween.
so we watched this gay ass movie.. the entity... was scary for 10 minutes then became a softcore porn..
alright then the elections came...
and bush won...
like we knew he would...
then that thursday i debated at the frog over alot of things.
i love you mike and sandra.
then fridayy night me casey and colin and greg roamed the streets and shit and hung out at thwe cololege and then c & c broke off to go home so me and the homo picked up josh and went back to my house to eat all the food in the house.
and then some pizza.
so yesterday i had band practice til like 10:30 then work form 11-4. then gregs fucking hockey game.
everyone bailed on the movies so i was home .
so im still fucked.
my friiends are still getting the chicks and shit.. but you knwo thats how it works for now.
but there will be a day when i fucking rule all your asses bitches with my fucking cock........
ya' fuckin' whores'
bye <3 - jack
|slap me silly.
||[31 Oct 2004|04:29pm]
|| bored as fuck.
whats going on?
im just "chill-axing" s dr.vorce would say.
today i made confirmation.
whcih is cool i guess.
my mom and everyone are like "we're so proud of you heres 20 dollars and expensive stuff" so i dont mind. i mean it hought i was alreayd confirmed and stuff if you think about it. but eh. guess this is just reassurance that im not like buddhist or something.
so anyways.. yea.
people are supposed to come watch a movie at my place.
i doubt they will.
exactly what i mean.
bye <3- jack
|Court Tomorrow :X
||[28 Oct 2004|09:27pm]
whats going down?
my computer has been on the fritz the past few days.
tomorrow is friday...
tomorrow i have court...
and i also put in an application to the downtown deli caus ei need a job. and i need one fast cause i am running out of "dough".
so tonight i couldnt go to the le moyne college thing because no one else could go so i was stuck at the frog. i played a horrible set. but eh. you iwn some you lose some.
it didnt affect my charming good looks :)
you kno how i know this?
this hot chick was like checking me out and then conitinued to look at me. it was awesome cause everytime i caught her she would try to hide the fact she was looking. twas awesome.
my confidence is back.
note to self: dont talk to ashley or rose.
just kidding, just kidding..
so i havent tlaked to ashley on the phnoe in quite a while. id ont know why but eh you know.
so yea. i went skateboarding with harvey after school today and i ollied a five stair... and then i mullet flipped it. i almost kickflipped a three stair but they put like pebbles in fornt of it or something.
then on the way home i was almost killed twice by cars. and the last time i would have landed the damn trick if she hadnt of pulled out and almost killed me.
yo i like ollied to manual this hue thing where dollar foods used to be and i was doing the whole thing and then
the bitch pulls in fornt of me and she is like about to cry form being so shooken up and im liek you fuckin whore.. iw ould have landed that shit.
so anwyas.. yes.
i am tired.
my uncle is still in intensive care but hes opened his eyes and hes talking somewhat. he doesnt remember having surgery or anything else liek that which is good. that means the stuff they agve hiom is working.
so yea keep praying. the doctors are sayign hes on the up swing. i guess God does answer prayers.
bye <3 - jack